1st week of school

OK time to start being a mugger. I need like GPA 4.2 for the next 3 sems to get into SMU. WTF. Impossible. Gonna work hard anyway. School has started, tmr’s the official first day of proper school. (inclusive of tutorials) Last week we had lectures only. And I was still getting used to be back in school. Was still enjoying myself. Went to the zoo on Mon with Kandace. It was one awesome day! I took like 200+ photos, she took 1000+! Then on Wed went for lunch and shopping with Weiling. Bought earrings and a biker jacket. Like finally! I love it.Rest of the days still slacking away. Planned to finish up tutorials yesterday but ended up having lunch at Thai Express and catching (500) Days of Summer with my ex-colleague, Thackeray. OH NOO. So there went my whole day. Cos at night my family went to visit a friend and we came home at like 1+am. At least today was kinda productive.

Shit. I haven’t even started on my intership report. It’s due in a week!  OKAY BYE.

bye bye internship ):

Today’s the first Saturday in 7 weeks I didn’t have to wake up and go to work. Kinda felt a pang of sadness as I left the office for the last time last night. The past week had been awesome. More relaxed, more fun. On Thursday I had lunch for the first time in 7 weeks with the 2 guys who have the same lunch break as me. Lol. Then yesterday was a partayyye. They had a farewell lunch for me, (but decided to keep wishing me happy birthday. Wth.) We ordered 4 pizzas and 7 boxes of sides from Canadian Pizza. Total bill was like $84+. Haha. Sam (marketing director), Yilin (admin), Shirley, Chester, Thackarey (3D/2D/ AutoCAD people), Michael (project head), Ambrose, Wein, Jay, Dewey, Lynn (sales designers) were all there. It was awesome. Sadly Raymond (design director), Keneth (sales designer) and Jeffrey (MD) were all away.

Didn’t do much work yesterday, except follow up on getting some business cards printed, update the Facebook page. Mostly tried to spend time with the rest. Chit chatted, took some photos, played my role as “coffee girl” for the last time, took care of the hamster for the last time. ):

I will miss the times we used to have random Macs delivery, the times we MSN-ed though we were in the same office, the music, the singing along, the chats, and the daily teabreaks! Hai…

I was so touched when Yilin gave me a gift, when they all wished me good luck, asked me to come back visit, when they said they’d miss me and I had been something to them….Sigh. I really didn’t wanna leave. But I’ll definitely be back there! Looking forward to seeing them again.

Okay, time to figure out how I’m gonna upload the many many many photos of the company’s projects onto our facebook group page and then write report on internship. Bye.

scrumptous farewell lunch! :P

it was a partayyeee :D

lynn, me, jay, wein, dewey

yilin, me, shirley

thackarey, chester, me

Alia solemnly swears she is mad

Cos while everyone one else is just waiting for internship to end, she doesn’t want it to end. She’s about the only retarded person around to actually find it fun! I mean, what can you do when you got an awesome company with awesome fun people, a relaxed environment and a cute little hamster you are so attached to now? LOL.

Went for lunch with Sam (marketing director), and the sales designers today. Ambrose, Wein, Jay, Dewey. Sam wanted to buy me lunch but due to some stuff I ended up paying for my own. Hahaha. Oh well. Anyway it was a good day today. Slack, chit-chatted with the other staff.

Then at night Amanda and Intan came over to my office. Showed them around, then went to Fika for dinner! This yummy new Swedish cafe at Beach Road. Great day. Haha.

my threesome loves <3

Hi! Haven’t been updating for the past month! Too busy working so too lazy too blog. Haha.

Time flies, it’s the last week of attachment! My director has actually been the one counting down for me, not me. He just exclaimed “Oh nooo!” when he realised this was my last week. Hahaha. Then back to school. And first week of school = slacking. I think I’ll kinda miss work though. The people are awesome. Fun. Though I always get made fun off. Meh. ): I’ll miss the people, I’ll miss the hamster (LOL). What will happen to the hamster without me, who is the only one who has time for it. And the design director has officially put me in charge of taking care of it for the last week. LOL. Sigh. I do have some great memories here. While other people are complaining about their internship. I am one mad person who is actually having fun. Oh my…

Anw, been spending this whole hols working, hardly going out, except once to TCC with Chin and Weiling, and the next day to the bazaar with Weiling. So I’m looking forward to this week, next week and all the plans! YAY. I miss my friends. ): The only person I’ve been in contact with like everyday is Ms Ng Whale-ing. Cos we’re 2 lonely people at work. So MSN! <3

P.S. WELCOME HOME ERNEST.

I awoke only to find my lungs empty,
And through the night, so it seems I’m not breathing.
And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be,
And I’m breaking down, I think I’m breaking down.

And I’m afraid to sleep because of what haunts me,
Such as living with the uncertainty
That I’ll never find the words to say which would completely explain
Just how I’m breaking down

Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I’ll sleep when I am dead,
But now it’s like the night is taking sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be this misery will suffice?

I’ve become a simple souvenir of someone’s kill
And like the sea, I’m constantly changing from calm to ill
Madness fills my heart and soul, as if the great divide could swallow me whole
Oh, how I’m breaking down

Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I’ll sleep when I am dead,
But now it’s like the night is taking up sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be this misery will suffice.

Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Could it be this misery will suffice.

tell me what i should do…

My colleague is listening to emo songs and it’s making all the things I shouldn’t be thinking about rush back to my head. Lately I never think about it in the day, guess cos I’m busy. But somehow, every night before I go to sleep, it just…comes back. And every night I haven’t failed to shed some tears. I try to forget it, to remember the good things. Yet, the sad ones always seem to be so much more prominent. Things changed but you never seem to realise. There were so many hints but you never got that I was upset. We talked so many times but you just don’t get it. Sometimes I feel upset, but I decide to give you chances, but you just ruin them again. Sometimes you say things that should make me happy, but I just don’t. Cos I don’t even know if you really mean it. Somtimes I wanna talk to you but I can’t see the point, it might even make things worse. I feel alone in this. Neglected. Taken for granted. Hurt. Confused. It shouldn’t be like this should it?

There are times I really wonder if I’m making another big mistake. If there’s any point in trying to hold on when it’s just me. If I should just let go before I let myself suffer more. Should I? I’m tired.

bored

Shit, I am getting sian of work. Sick of cleaning up their mess, sick of doing boring things. This is damn cheap labour. I thought we were supposed to be learning stuff from internship? How am I supposed to learn anything by spending day after day inserting brochures into envelopes! Kinda can’t wait for end of this.

Been doing things at my own pace, slowly. Can’t be bothered, somehow. At least this week has been kinda saved by Intan coming over on Sunday. Then yesterday met Weiling and Chin, ate at TCC and walked around. All 3 of us had a strong urge to buy shoes! Then we agreed that we’dget our pay first then declare first week of school holiday and go shopping! Maybe even to JB too. HAHAHA. (:

Can’t wait for later. Gonna jalan jalan at the Hari Raya bazaar with Weiling. Maybe Chin too. (: AND NG WEILING I AM HAPPY FOR YOU ABOUT YOU KNOW WHAT. HEHEHE. <3 2 more days of fasting, 3 days to Hari Raya. Whoots! Excited.

Oh yeah, and my sis told me yesterday some MUSLIMS are having a DRINKING party to celebrate the end of 1 month of abstinence. LIKE WTF. #$@#$%@#$ TOTALLY OPPOSITE. WHY FAST IF YOU’RE GONNA CELEBRATE THE END OF IT WITH DRINKING?!?!?!

first day at work

In the office now, waiting for the directors to come…already blogging into my first 15 minutes of work. Slacking around, listening to staff at the other table bitching and gossiping (and cursing now). Office politics…oh well. Good job Alia. LOL.

Really wonder what my 7 weeks here will be like. Wish me good luck!

DINNER WITH SFUNK :D

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY ERNEST! AND HAVE A GREAT TRIP IN WUHAN!

Few of us Signafunkers went to Bugis for dinner today. Everyone was like 1h late! HAHAHAHA. EPIC. Sadly only 6 of us this time. Oh well. No matter. Ate at Swensons. Had a Topless 5. Then when the waiters knew we were celebrating Ernest’s birthday they gave a free sundae. Which we all attacked. HAHAHA. Ice cream overdose. LOL. It wasn’t even his real birthday. And they didn’t even check. Haha. So awesome.

Then we headed to Illuma to chill. At Coffee Bean. Chatted, lepaked, cam-whored there. Til we got chased out by the waitress cos they had to clean up before closing. =.= After that jsut decided to go home lor. But Intan, LLM and I decided to go have durians at my place! Yummy. And as we were eating, guess what. It started raining. Rain flavoured durian…LOLOL. We were just so amused.

BIRTHDAY BOY :D

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the free sundae :P

girls :)

guys :)

i lobe my brudder mucx <3

the pimp and his girls. lol

my brudderzzz <3

durianzxczcxsxzcx :P

I NEED TO STOP PROCRASTINATING WHEN I’M STUDYING FIT OR I WILL DIE… ):

Spent like the whole day out today, then came home and wasted time til about 10pm. Before I finally got down to some work. Gee…

Watched Orphan with Nick this morning. Scary shit, but good! Then met up with David to have lunch and buy a balloon for Weiling (which I very unfortunately burst as we got into the taxi. ): SORRYYYY) Bought Macs for Marcus and headed over to Suntec to meet him. We were all there to support Weiling at her dance auditions! For Suntec Dance 2009). After her dance we went to Hagen Daaz for ice cream! Like finally eh David…Hahahaha! Yummy! After that went back to watch other performances by all the dance crews. While waiting for the results David, Marcus, Nick and me went to Toy R Us to get something for Weiling (cos I burst the balloon ):) And guess what we got?? A BIG FAT WHALE! HAHAHAHAHAHA. FOR THE WEILING THE FAT WHALE. David and I instantly fell in love with it and were like so gonna get it for Weiling. We were looking for some whale thing anyway. Hahaha! And I knew what her reaction was gonna be like. “What the f***?!” Laughed our heads off…Slacked around a while, then David, Weiling and Marcus went to Nick’s house (another Nick, not my bf. hahaha). Nick and I went home. Will upload th epics when i get them from the whale.

OH YES. NG WEILING (and her crew) GOT INTO THE NEXT ROUND! CONGRATS BABE! <3 <3